For it is written no weapons form against me shall not prosper
….yet they still form
Here we go again
It’s not a game
Little time with much to do
Trying to understand
Why me Lord
What have I done so wrong?
Here we go again
You brought me from two strokes
A broken heart
A lost will
With a confused mind
A job to no job
I walking upright
Without that cane
…..the doctor said I needed
By faith it’s hanging in the corner
Got my speech back
And doing good
Here we go again
I know you got a plan
And it’s by your will
Not mind
You allow everything
For a reason..
To make me stronger I know
Yet I have been in this storm way to long
Its time for a break though
A blessing to come up
A blessing right now
Tired of the same on shit
When I do things different
It still pulls me down
I pray things get worse
Don’t hide your face from me
You’re my light and salvation
Someone I find my peace in
By mercy and grace
I know your trying to help me
Yet I don’t know how to just let go
And let you win my battle
The pain the hurt and suffering
Is something I wouldn’t place
On a foe…
I treat people, as I want to be treat
Yet I come out short
…Every time
Here we go again
A marriage that didn’t work
Promise that couldn’t be kept
With vows that were lies…
I need a blessing
Caught in a liars world
Sending me in twirls
Going on 8 years
Almost lost my pride
Lost of a baby
Here we go again
2 years after the break up
And it’s the same ole shit
All over again
2 years before that
Same ole shit
The year before
Same ole shit
Wanting me in his life
Why all the games
Acting like he is untamed
Telling me this
Telling me that
Yet loves me
…Bullshit
miss me with the bullshit
I should of learned 8 years ago
And left his azz alone
Yet my heart held him
More then he held himself
Here we go again
Picked him up when he was down
Gave him hope
And he go cheat
And lie some mo
Same shit
…Just a different year
Looking towards the hills
For my help
Will help come
Have you forgot about
Your anointed child
For the things I know and can do
Are my gifts wasting away
I get knocked down each time
I try to pick it up
I can’t write
I can’t sing
I can’t think
Am I praying wrong
Hear we go again
Twisted in outter space
Trying to get back home
Yet I cant find my way….
All cried out …..
Only a whisper comes out my mouth
Been stabbed in the back
Talked about
Left for dead
Helpless….and left
Depress and no one sees
I wanted to take my life
But my love for God wont let me
Step off devil
I am a daughter of the most high
Highly favored and blessed
Anointed in my calling
I pick it up then I put it down
Step ye behind me devil
For I know who I am
And no one can take that away from me
