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Dymon J
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Posted: Jun 28th, 2008 05:34 PM |
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BLOCK, BLOCK, THE WRITER’S BLOCK
THE DAMN THING IS TRYING TO MAKE ME FLOP
AND MAKE IT SEEM LIKE I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M DOING
TOO MUCH SHIT RUNNIN THROUGH MY HEAD AND SCREWING
UP MY THOUGHTS AND SKILLS
AT THE FOREFRONT IS HOW TO BRING IN THE DOUGH FOR SOME OF THESE DAMN BILLS
RIGHT NEXT TO THAT IS THE THOUGHT BABY MAMMA MAKING ME ILL
WITH THOUGHTS OF “HOW DID I GET MIXED UP WITH THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE”
YEARNING TO SPEND TIME WITH OUR DAUGHTER, BUT IT GOTTA BE AT BABY MOMMA’S PACE
MY HEALTH SURE AS HELL AIN’T HELPING MATTERS ANY
DRIVING ME INSANE WITH THESE WHITE SPOTS SITTING ON THE MEMBRANE
MAKING ME DOUBT IF I’M EVER ABLE TO MAINTAIN WITH MORE THAN ENOUGH TO LOOSE
AND NOTHING TO GAIN
BAD ENOUGH BECAUSE OF M.S. MY LIFE WON’T EVER BE THE SAME
BUT WHY IN THE HELL MUST THE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY DAUGHTER CAUSE ME SO MUCH PAIN?
I TRY TO WRITE IT DOWN BUT EVERYHTING IS RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD AT ONCE
SO I JUST SIT THERE WITH NOTHING DONE; FEELING LIKE A DUNCE
TIME WAITS FOR NOBODY, SO QUIT LOOKIN AT THE CLOCK
‘CAUSE YOU GOTTA TRY AND BLOCK, BLOCK, THE WRITER’S BLOCK
WITH THIS UNFORSEEN TALENT, I’VE MADE A WHOLE NEW HOST OF FRINEDS
BUT WRITERS BLOCK CAUSED ME TO BE ISOLATED AND LEAVE THEM HANGIN IN THE BINGE
I’M NOT DOING IT ON PURPOSE, BUT WILL THEY BELIEVE ME?
THE NEXT OPEN MIC SESSION I CHECK OUT AND TRY TO SPEAK, WILL THEY HEAR ME?
THEY ARE WAY MORE POETS THAT KNOW MY NAME THAN I CAN COUNT
BUT NOW I CAN’T HELP BUT WONDER WHAT AND HOW THEY THINK ABOUT ME NOW
SINCE BEING ON THIS OVEREXTENDED HIAUTS
THE VOICE OF ANGER IS WHO PRETTY MUCH MADE US INTO WHAT WE ARE
BUT NOW WRITERS BLOCK SEEMS TO HAVE PUSHED ME TOO FAR FROM THE
COMMUNITY I WAS GETTING USED AND ATTACHED TO
I’M DOWN AND POSSIBLY OUT, BUT I AIN’T NOWHERE NEAR THROUGH
SOMEBODY WAS BEATING IN MY HEAD THAT I AM A POET
AS MUCH AS I WOULD LIKE TO THINK SO, NEITHER MY HEALTH OR MY LIFE IS TRYING TO
LET ME SHOW IT
BUT THE VOICE THAT’S TELLING ME THIS I KNOW WOLDN’T TELL ME WRONG
BECAUSE WHEN SHE TOLD ME, SHE WAS GENTLE ABOUT IT, YET VERY STERN AND STRONG
DEMANDING AND COMMANDING THE POET OUT OF ME LIKE A FORCE FROM THE RIVER NILE
MAYBE THAT’S WHY SHE GOES BY THE NAME “SPIRIT WILD”
MAYBE SHE SEES MORE IN ME THAN I CAN EVEN SEE
BECAUSE I CAN’T SEE A DAMN THING PAST ALL THE SHIT THAT’S IN FRONT OF ME
SO I PICK UP THE PEN AGAIN, BUT THIS TIME I WON’T STOP
I’LL KEEP PRESSING AND FIGHTING TO BLOCK, BLOCK, THE WRITER’S BLOCK!!
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Bishop
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Posted: Jun 29th, 2008 06:54 AM |
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| good reading your scribe again...
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trukis1
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Posted: Jun 30th, 2008 11:23 PM |
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iight see..all you gotta do is put the petal 2 tha metal baybay...it's second nature..God's gift!! DON"T GIVE UP BROTHA!!!!!!!!!
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